[It's hard to hide-- the thought of returning to that dingy old apartment... being all alone again... it's not a happy one. Even though she knows damn well that she'd find a way to claw her way into a happy life again, someday... why the hell would she want to go back when she had that HERE? ... When she had the thing that had mattered MOST to her here?]
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I'd live.
... But I'd like to do more than just live.
[It's hard to hide-- the thought of returning to that dingy old apartment... being all alone again... it's not a happy one. Even though she knows damn well that she'd find a way to claw her way into a happy life again, someday... why the hell would she want to go back when she had that HERE? ... When she had the thing that had mattered MOST to her here?]