You're not an idiot, Heather. You're upset and you have every right to be. This isn't something you just get used to, no matter how often it happens.

And...the truth is, as long as we're talking about this...there's something I haven't told you or even Liquid. Especially not Liquid.

While I was back home, it...happened again. I fell in love with someone else, and she ended up dying. I can't say that I know the exact reasons, but it just...feels like it came out of nowhere. And even though I thought I had gotten used to it and I thought maybe it wouldn't happen again, it just-...

What I'm getting at is that this isn't something you ever get used to. But it doesn't make you an idiot for thinking you could.