foolishwren: but emotionally? imagine the toll (physically yes... i could fight a bird)
Heather Mason ([personal profile] foolishwren) wrote 2012-06-14 01:09 am (UTC)

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[She lets out another sigh, and there's a somehow defeated note to it.]

I really, really wish it was that simple.

But a friend is DIFFERENT from a... you know. And... I'm not some low-self-esteem wreck or something, I think I'm a perfectly fucking good friend. I've got plenty of friends and I think I do well by them, so I've gotta be doing SOMETHING right, you know?

But it's different.

Having a really, really good friend isn't the same as having a frigging girlfriend and if I were in his shoes, and his screwed-up, wrong-side-of-the-tracks buddy with more issues than a National Geographic subscription turned out to want that ...

I'm not even his type. He ca-- he SHOULD do better.

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