[Even if it's not meant to come off as harsh, it... well, does.]
[Once again, the justifications are at her fingertips... the fact that her kills had not been murders even if they'd been intentional, the monstrous nature of her circumstances.]
[But she doesn't type them. It would feel cheap, pathetic, defensive. More like immaturely clawing for ground in an argument than actually vindicating herself. And to be honest, vindicating herself isn't even really something she wants to do right now.]
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[Once again, the justifications are at her fingertips... the fact that her kills had not been murders even if they'd been intentional, the monstrous nature of her circumstances.]
[But she doesn't type them. It would feel cheap, pathetic, defensive. More like immaturely clawing for ground in an argument than actually vindicating herself. And to be honest, vindicating herself isn't even really something she wants to do right now.]
[So, heart sinking, she just sends back.]
the only thing I can say is sorry
if that's not enough, I understand