Heather Mason (
foolishwren) wrote2012-08-13 07:19 pm
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Entry tags:
- *coraline: other father,
- *fullmetal alchemist: envy,
- *kingdom hearts: minnie mouse,
- *metal gear solid: hal 'otacon' emmerich,
- *nightmare before xmas: jack skellington,
- *professor layton: luke triton,
- *silent hill: harry mason,
- *transformers (movie): ironhide,
- *where in the world is: carmen sandiego,
- *yu-gi-oh!: crow hogan,
- @cooper,
- @ironhide,
- @minnie,
- @otacon,
- aaaaangst,
- action,
- aftermath,
- all my fault,
- anger management issues,
- brooding mcbroodypants,
- daddy issues,
- family,
- goldenrod city,
- heather is a bad role model,
- heather why would you even do that,
- her anger is how she says "i love you",
- holding my heart out but clutching it to,
- private message,
- shoulda coulda woulda,
- text,
- that went on my permanent record didn't,
- why can't i hold all these feelings
97. [Action for Goldenrod/Private Text]
I don't know if it'll fix anything at this point, because I said some pretty horrendous things to all of you, but for what it's worth, I'm sorry.
I'll understand if you're still mad. None of you need to reply to this.
[It's probably not surprising that there's been radio silence from Heather on the 'Gear for awhile, considering... well, everything. Even if she hadn't had her 'Gear confiscated as part of the 'grounding', she hadn't exactly been in a chatty mood.]
[But even if she's bound to the city, she's not bound to the hotel room, and considering that she's sort of in the doghouse at the moment, she's not too interested in staying cooped up with the people who are rightfully upset with her.]
[So she can be found wandering the streets of Goldenrod City with Cujo padding along at her side, window-shopping or occasionally lounging on a bench-- minus the firepowers that blew the metaphorical Diglett-hole into a volcanic mountain a few weeks ago, but unfortunately still with the unattractive aftereffects of the whole ordeal: smoky black hair, patches of scorched-looking skin, and a permanent burnt-toast smell following her around.]
[text]
[Once again, the justifications are at her fingertips... the fact that her kills had not been murders even if they'd been intentional, the monstrous nature of her circumstances.]
[But she doesn't type them. It would feel cheap, pathetic, defensive. More like immaturely clawing for ground in an argument than actually vindicating herself. And to be honest, vindicating herself isn't even really something she wants to do right now.]
[So, heart sinking, she just sends back.]
the only thing I can say is sorry
if that's not enough, I understand
[text]
I'll let you know the moment I do.
We'll talk about this more at a later date.
Okay?
[The question like an afterthought.]
[text]
[Not that there's much comfort to be had, really, but it's something. And it's a lot better than some things he COULD have said.]
okay