It doesn't. It never has, and it never will. Nothing can change that.
[His voice is quiet and tired, almost apologetic, and he shrinks in on himself a little more. He wants to just stop talking, to end this conversation here and maybe just never think about it again but he knows it doesn't work that way. He made a mistake walking away from Henry and the twins, he knows that just cutting everything off won't take back what he's already said.
He shouldn't have said anything at all, and now he just wants to carry this out to wherever it's going and... he doesn't know what. He really, really shouldn't have said anything.]
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[His voice is quiet and tired, almost apologetic, and he shrinks in on himself a little more. He wants to just stop talking, to end this conversation here and maybe just never think about it again but he knows it doesn't work that way. He made a mistake walking away from Henry and the twins, he knows that just cutting everything off won't take back what he's already said.
He shouldn't have said anything at all, and now he just wants to carry this out to wherever it's going and... he doesn't know what. He really, really shouldn't have said anything.]