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i'm not quite sure how i can prove that but i guess, uh

remember when we got the meatball sub things and threw sauce at each other? sorry that's the best i've got right now but

i had to, alright? i couldn't just let rin get killed, i had to do something.

[Not that it did much good, in the end. But he's still sure that the problem there isn't that he died so much as that he failed to protect Rin, and as much as he... sort of understands why so many other people seem so upset about this, he really doesn't think they need to be.

it's alright, heather, i'm fine now.

[Besides distinctly remembering having his body ripped open while he was still alive and conscious. But she doesn't need to know about that.]







you died youre not fine


ive died enough times to know that no one comes back FINE

it's not

i'm not the one you should be worried about alright, rin was supposed to get away, i knew what i was getting into i wasn't expecting to walk away to begin with

it doesn't matter

wait

when did you die

Edited 2015-04-14 02:48 (UTC)

thats not important

u dying, thats whats important

im mad at you

dont ever do that again!!!

yes it is important that is more important than what happened to me

im sorry but i dont know how to guarantee that

no its not

what happened to you is HERE

nothingfrom home matters

were here now

HERE matters

[Ginko isn't so sure of that; what happened to each of them before they got here isn't just going to go away. But he doubts that Heather is going to listen to that right now.]

look this isnt something you need to worry about

just

it doesnt matter

it matters to ME!!

why

i mean im

im back its over please you shouldn't be

theres no reason to be upset over me

would you be saying the same thing if i died here

or rin

or henry??????

no

that's different

HOW?

you're you and i'm me it's not the same situation

DEATH IS DEATH

OF COURSE ITS THE SAME SITUATION

no it isn't

[He can't keep this up. He can't dodge around the subject forever, he's already been over all this before and he's tired and if avoiding saying it outright isn't working, he'd better just get to the point.]

look

if it comes down to my life or one of yours

any of you dying matters more, that's really the only way to put it

what happens to me happens and it might not be ideal

but it's not the same at all

that's just how it is

WHY

WHY DO YOU SOMEHOW MATTER LESS

CAN YOU TELL ME THAT

because i do. it's not something that can really be explained. it's not like this is anything new; it's just how it's always been.

i've always known it, and accepted it. there's no point trying to act like it's not true.

THAT'S FUCKING STUPID ARE YOU EVEN READING WHAT YOU'RE WRITING

yes, i am. i know perfectly well what i'm saying, heather, and i wouldn't be saying it if i didn't know it was true.

you really don't need to be wasting your time arguing about this.

why did you even contact me if you were going to tell me not to waste time on you??
WHY DO YOU EVEN TALK TO ME AT ALL

WHY ARE YOU SO CONVINCED YOU DON'T MATTER????

because i didn't want you thinking i was still dead you shouldn't have to worry aobut that

the entire point of this wa s so that you wouldnt worry its not that i don't want to talk to you

i know i don't alright it's not something i can jsut explain i knowi'm

[And then he just doesn't reply for a while.]

HOW IS YOU TELLING ME THAT YOUR LIFE IS WORTH LESS THAN EVERYONE ELSES SUPPOSED TO STOP ME FROM WORRYING????????






GINKO

_{[When he fails to respond after forty-five minutes or so, she makes up her mind. Her presence in the Okumura brothers' apartment is erratic and never really set to any schedule, but she's still there often enough that she can zip over without announcing herself mostly without any awkwardness.]

[And it's only a hop, skip, and a jump to finding out where Ginko is staying from there.]

[Needless to say, he probably should have expected a dark-feathered figure tapping angrily at the windows eventually.]}

Edited (IM DUMB) 2015-05-04 05:35 (UTC)

[Oddly enough, he wasn't expecting it. At least, not enough to keep from jolting a little at the sudden sound.

He's not visible from the window at first, sitting on the floor amd hidden from view by the crappy, mysteriously stained (is that blood on the headboard? It's definitely blood) bed. His network device is sitting, closed, on top of the sheet.

After a moment of considering just not answering, and then deciding that that would be going a little too far, he pushes himself to his feet, glancing at the window only long enough to determine that it is who he thinks it is. He trudges to the door and finally swings it open.]

What is it.

[It isn't really a question, because he knows why she's there. He just stands there and waits, fiddling with a half-spent one of his weird cigarettes with one hand and making no effort to mask the exhaustion saturating his voice.]

_{[She'd been on the roof, leaning down-- and she scuttles over to the door and hops down when she hears it open.]

[Her feathers are still wind-ruffled, and she doesn't bother smoothing them down. They'll probably only stand up in anger again anyway.]}

You know what.

You gonna let me in or just stand there, huh?

[He places his cigarette back between his lips and moves aside silently, stepping back into the room and clearing the way for her to come in. He's never particularly eager to show people firsthand where he's living, given the condition it's in, but it's better than standing outside.]

Whatever you're planning on saying, go ahead.

[He sure hopes she isn't planning on trying to change his mind, but, given how every single other conversation on this subject has gone, he wouldn't be surprised.]

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