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[foolishwren]

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<brrrrd>

[foolishwren]

its not ridiculous

and anyway even if it was its not like i have a leg to stand on when it comes to judging peopl for that

_{[Not with HER wild bullshit backstory.]}

im

glad youre here

instead of there

even if here is bad

it doesnt sound like its worse

<Muffin>

[homecomings]

It's not worse at all...except for eating people.

But I'm glad I'm here, too. And I'm glad you're glad I'm here.



So...



Your turn.

<brrrrd>

[foolishwren]

<sub>[There's a LONG silence this time.]

[Did she ghost the conversation?]


[... No, although she won't lie... the temptation to was pretty overpowering.]

[But finally another message pops up on the screen.]</sub>

i dont tell ppl about it

not usually


i try to forget






umm












how much did you see




in the exhibit

<Muffin>

[homecomings]

I saw all the names. And the altar with the offerings, and some diagrams or charts or whatever they were.

<brrrrd>

[foolishwren]

well you already guessed that the names were all me

that ive been more than 1 person


or lived more than 1 life


is the more accurate thing to say

i dont like thinking about being multiple people i think ive always been just

me

in different shapes

different times






i died too

so many times

once i wanted to

i dont want that anymore

but still i kept dying

except when i got here

isnt that stupid?

i got here and fell in with greeds crowd and do so much stupid daredevil shit and i havent died once

even when i wanted to

aint that just the fuckin way

<Muffin>

[homecomings]

I don't want you to die. I want you to stay right here.

Do you remember all the times when you had different names?

<brrrrd>

[foolishwren]

not all of them

mostly just two

i was in pieces that time

two bodies at once






my name was alessa and i ripped my own soul in half so that the thing my mother put inside me wouldnt be born

sent the other half far away where i could be safe maybe, couldnt know for sure had to take it on faith









i was seven years old


i was tied to a bed


burned alive


they kept me alive




they ketp me a live they tort.,sgtured me

<Muffin>

[homecomings]

[It all comes together now...Heather's fear of fire. The fire Laura had faced, in comparison, was far more metaphorical, more existential than that. She can't imagine being burned alive. And then kept that way, bound and tortured and driven to tear her own self in two...

And now Laura has, more or less (in her own miserable opinion), just forced this information out of her.]

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. You don't need to say anything else. Not unless it would help you to get it all out.