I wasn't even supposed to have feelings. Of course I know now that was just something said to control us, but I spent so long ignoring or denying any true emotions I had...
[Lust sighs. She's glad she decided to talk to Heather about this. They're very different people, but their experiences are similar enough that they can understand where each other is coming from.]
It's not that I expect some perfectly scripted scene or anything like that. I'd just like to be able to tell someone I love them without feeling as though I'm saying something I shouldn't. Or to be able to say it at a time when it's appropriate and said out of the appropriate emotions.
The only time I ever said it to Scar was when he hurt me, when we had that terrible fight. I'll always regret that.
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[Lust sighs. She's glad she decided to talk to Heather about this. They're very different people, but their experiences are similar enough that they can understand where each other is coming from.]
It's not that I expect some perfectly scripted scene or anything like that. I'd just like to be able to tell someone I love them without feeling as though I'm saying something I shouldn't. Or to be able to say it at a time when it's appropriate and said out of the appropriate emotions.
The only time I ever said it to Scar was when he hurt me, when we had that terrible fight. I'll always regret that.