Heather Mason (
foolishwren) wrote2010-05-21 11:00 pm
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IC Contact

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"Yo, it's Heather. I'm probably asleep or Godzilla ate my 'Gear or something so I can't answer you right now. But feel free to leave a message or something. I'll probably get back to you. ... Probably. Peace out."
[Need to send Heather a private message but don't particularly wanna spam up your friendslists? Feel free to leave it here! Please include the name of the game and IC date of the message in your comment to help avoid confusion. For OOC contact, feel free to send a PM or IM the mun at Phantastus! peace out yo]
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
[First things first... a few days had passed, and while she certainly hadn't felt GOOD about how they'd left things, the sting of the conversation had at least faded.]
M'sorry about the other day.
I just... had to cool off.
Before I said anything stupid.
[Because... yeah. She would have said something stupid. Guaranteed.]
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
[ ... yeah. ]
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Yeah. Like that.
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I know it's not that... what I said.
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Honestly it's ... pretty easy to get mad at me sometimes.
[Heather can feel Cujo's warm weight somewhere by her feet, but otherwise she'll just have to settle for wrapping an arm around herself. They've been getting ready to leave, so her Pokemon are all cooped up in their Pokeballs for the night to cut down on morning chaos.]
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
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I know.
... I know, a lot of people care.
I'm real lucky.
I just... there's some hard stuff happening, and I... I wasn't ready to deal with it. [... She STILL doesn't feel entirely ready to deal with it... will she ever? Honestly, she doesn't know.]
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
[ and really, she realizes, it is. It will be. ]
You don't have to tell me. You've got your reasons, right? So I'll just support you, anyway!
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I'm not-- ... it's got nothing to do with you-- [Except it kind of does.]-- it's just my stupid inability to deal that's the problem [Yeah it kind of is.] ... and...
[Oh, hello, deep stabbing guilt pains. Heather doesn't remember inviting you to this conversation. Wincing, she brings her OTHER knee up to her chest so that she can just lie there in a ball under the covers with her 'Gear smashed between her face and the mattress.]
I'm sorry.
Just... know that it's got nothing to do with whether or not I trust you, okay?
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
But she's tired and relieved and worried all at once, so she doesn't say as much. ]
Okay. Just... hang in there.
[Voice; August 22, 3:26 AM]
[Talking about it hurts.]
Don't worry. I will.
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Then go to sleep. You're not doing your skin any favors, you know!
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My skin?
What's my skin got to do with anything?
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[ trying to sound so official. ]
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[SHE IS ACTUALLY CONTEMPLATING THIS.]
[Heather doesn't actually know that much about this stuff.]
I thought freckles came from being in the sun.
... And like... a curse from God or something.
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[... SURE WOULD EXPLAIN WHY HEATHER'S GOT SO MANY OF THE DAMN THINGS, THOUGH...]
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