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"Yo, it's Heather. I'm probably asleep or Godzilla ate my 'Gear or something so I can't answer you right now. But feel free to leave a message or something. I'll probably get back to you. ... Probably. Peace out."

BEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
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then what were your goals

like they must have been pretty fucking huge if you were that devoted to her

plus you could have just pretended not to know anything about it i mean

so the guy was gonna leave so what

did you have to rat him out

_{[She can understand feeling like you have obligations to people like that. Really. She's BEEN there. But sabotaging someone else's attempt to escape... she can't see herself doing that. Even at Alessa's blindest, she wouldn't have begrudged someone else their bid for freedom from Dahlia's sharp nails and silver tongue.]}

my goal was revenge, to kill the bastard who created me. he was good at disappearing, and I thought she was my only chance of finding him. or living long enough to find him.

...and she would have found out. I'm good at lying, but she knows me.

[After a minute, he sends an additional message.]

that wasn't even the real reason. I just didn't want him to leave.

_{[There's a long pause.]}

would you do the same thing now if it happened again?

no

I wouldn't

good

i know what it's like to want revenge

even to want it REALLY BADLY

but if you have to throw even one person under the bus to get it



it's not worth it

[Envy would throw a hundred strangers under the bus if it would let him get his revenge. But his friends? Now that he knows what friendship is, and now that vengeance isn't the all-consuming driving force in his life?]

[When it comes down to it, he's not sure what he'd do. But he'd like to think that they'd be safe from oncoming busses. That he could manage to get revenge without that.]

[He also can't help feeling a stab of annoyance at the advice, but it's not nearly as bad as it could have been if he hadn't already text shouted all his emotions at Greed earlier and wasn't still feeling embarrassed and confused and guilty over that.]

it's a little late for that for me.

but it WOULD be worth all the bowing and scraping and following orders I did, if I could find him.

_{[... Well, one thing Heather WOULD make the case for is throwing someone under the bus if they actually deserved it. But random innocents? No. She could never do that.]}

i guess it's up to you what your limits are

but in my opinion nothing is worth being a slave to someone like that

the only person i would ever want revenge on is the person who put me through that

they would be the one i would want to kill

_{[Man Heather has some strong feelings about this.]}

it's not that simple

[Yeah he can tell that she can. He does too, he just refuses to acknowledge them. Because if he did, if he put them into words, that would mean confronting everything that happened and he's not strong enough. If she could see or hear him she'd see just how worked up over this he's getting.]

are you saying it was simple for ME?

_{[That's a little unfair. She also could have said 'It never is'. That would be true, too. But. :I]}

no I'm not saying that

she's not even here, why does it matter anymore if I could kill her or not?

i guess it doesn't



yet

_{[As someone who saw a fair share of old enemies surface in Johto, Heather knows...]}

if she came here...

I don't know. but I wouldn't go back to her, if that's what you're worried about.

[Not willingly, anyway. He doesn't want her here, not in this place where he's managed to be happy. Even if he found it in him to kill her, she wouldn't stay dead, and she was good at what she did. If she...]

if she ever does, stay away from her.

what would she do if i didn't?

_{[She means that in the least rebellious sense possible, if he can believe that.]}

[Thankfully, if Dante came here she wouldn't be able to even attempt what she normally did with young women; alchemic body-snatching would be impossible. And Envy's not sure that Heather would be her type, anyway.]

she'd try to manipulate you if she thought you could be useful, try to get you on her side. or she'd try to hurt you. especially if she thought it would get to me.

I don't want her to hurt anyone else I care about, and I don't want my shitty world coming here to hurt you.

_{[Not to mention she might be in for an unpleasant surprise if she tried to snatch the body of someone whose body had essentially been snatched since birth.]}

hm

i'm not saying i'd go after her if she came

but i am gonna say that she sounds like someone i could probably handle



i don't want anyone from your shitty world coming here to hurt YOU

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